férias...

O que vc ja fez hoje para desafiar a lógica e a razão?

Nada! Não sei enquanto à outros, porém me sinto um inútil, acomodado... é sádico e triste.

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Minha vida ano passado rodava sovre o vestibular, agora que ele se foi [?minha vida ficou sem sentido?] não sei mais o que faço nos dias... o que me é possível não me alegra totalmente. Ainda há algo que me é possível, porém o temo. Quero viver ainda mais...
As vezes penso se o que faço tem sentido... em minha concepção sim... [Dúvidas.... pensamentos....]
Acredito que pessoas pensem no futuro, porém fico em dúvida se é melhor viver intensamente hoje ou viver pensando no amanhã.... blá blá blá.....

Listening: Arch Enemy - Wages Of Sin

10 11 07 01:41

After some hours i'll have to go to english course.. FUCK! . . . .. i still have to sleep, wake up, leave home to have my hair cutten and go to my unce's house....

i would love to know how will i be after 2 weeks... doing the university test...... fogetting all my years of study and ready to be free, to forget my responsabilities....

" I want to be free ... "

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don't know why but i want to leave home
go to anywhere
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03 11 07 00:36

Well, i have some questions. There are then:
Do I think? If yes, why?
Do I have real friends, or then are just people o had saw some times in my life...
What should I wait to the future? Death?... maybe....
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i have more, but at time it's all

00:46

30 10 07 20:00

Well, some days before, i thinked about me... conclusions:
1st: I'm with my head in another world, flying in my think's, forgeting people around me... this could be bad... but only time will tell....
2nd: All I learned on scholl isn't usual for my life. The knowledge i need isn't in the books. It is in the life! . . . . . . but i don't think I will stop studing. i will study less and live more

20:08

13 10 2007 05:09

Fuck You All!!

trash week... I feel sad... I don't want that anymore.
I want my girl, I want she comes to me.... ohhh.... wouldn't ask too much??
I don't care... really :P

i'm looking foward to a good weekend, a girl, new friends and good company....

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see ya!
05:16

30 09 2007 19:19

Yesterday was full moon... i went 2 the beach and there I stayed 2 hours...
the bad was when i was getting home. I felt from my bike and hurted myself... till now i fell the pain...
See ya!
19:23

30 09 2007 19:09

Sad!

It's how I feel!
Sad!

Today i'm sad, but I don't know why....
it's bad....

i don't want to die now
i want lo live more
and fell sad
more and more
again and again

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many things happen to me, i want to forget, but i don't know if I can....
it was a hard week, i wish this new week be better.
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19:18