raining night

now, today.... it shoul rain too much, but did not.
i should be working at DevC++, but i'm not.
i should be sleeping, but i'm not.
i should be studing to the chemistry test that will be tomorrow, but i'm not
i should be 100% happy, but i'm not
i should be not here, but i'm. . . .. .

oh god! that what i wrote is idiot, i can't believe... but it'd true.. . . . .

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00:26
now i start being afraid, i'm listenig thunder's ..... they make fear everywhere
isn't good

Listening: White Shadows - Coldplay
Reading: Der Antichrist - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche